Monday 31 October 2011

Things children say...

I love how children say what they think and at that time, that's what i wanted. i hated people saying things to make me better, it didn't work... My nephews have never see me sad, i have always play with them like one of their friends..
These  are some of the things my nephews said to me...

My little nephew(aged6yrs) said "how do they know she died.."
i said "they couldn't hear her heart beat"
then he said "well the bear can be your baby now"

My other nephew (age10) said "you would make a well good mum"
i said "thank you :)"

When i was pregnant with my son after i lost angel.
My other nephew (aged8) said "i hope this baby don't die"
i love him for saying that because i was thinking it and so was everyone but nobody wanted to say it.
i replied "me to mate"

Children understand more then what we think and i know that my nephews didnt want to hurt me with what they said but wanted to make me better and the only way they knew was to speak from the heart..

Sunday 4 September 2011

Angel 04-09-08

I am starting this blog now about how I lost my baby Angel because it has been 3 years and  I want to talk about my feelings and what people say to me. The one big reason I am doing this blog is to remind myself that she was here and i didn’t make her up xxxxxx
  I would love you to click on the link  How I Lost My Baby Angel   and have a read, thank you
I will be posting more blogs talking about:
  • Not wanting to believe she is gone
  • Finding out there was nothing wrong with her
  • Funeral (my feelings)
  • Words people say to make you happy but they just don't
  • Having a baby after Angel
  • Lots more
Love you and miss you Angel xxxx